Bye Bye You All

Wow ... time really flies and that time has come where I have to pack my bags and leave my nest and fly out in the wild to make my own living. Yup, that's right, I'm leaving again and this time is a little bit harder coz I've been home for 5 1/2 months and don't feel like wanted to leave the people that I loved but there's also people who loves me that are waiting for me to go back to the states. Awhhhh!! How I wish again I have the Doraemon DOOR!!!!! Then I can just come and go as I wish to see my family and friends from far far away ... EVIL ME!!

Now, I'm at Taipei International airport waiting for my next departure to LAX and then my ting tong tiang is online to chat with me, so that I don't have to feel so lonely and bored. However, talking to her cracks me up but also nearly making me cry because we share so many things together, the good, the bad and the craziest time. Some funny shit that we went through, girl!! Don't know how to describe our relationship ... like a lesbo lovers, just that we are not lesbian. LOL !!!

Anyway, wanted to thank you all for giving me such a wonderful time in back in town!! Love you all always ...

LOVE?>>??

V-day just passed...It's a special one this year as it shared the same day as Chinese New Year and we got to celebrate with my parents as well...having a nice yummy seafood steamboat at home with my family and also tLeaf...hehe...

P.S.: This post was hanging for more than a year...I can't remember what happened after that but for the sake of appreciating this special moment, this post is finally posted on 07Jul2011

Why???

WHYY????? Why can't I live my life and not living coz of others...Why must I put a brake or a maybe a stop in my life, my dream, my career, my future just because of others... IS this fair to me??? I can't take this no more...Even though they are people who are dear to me on this entire earth...I do love them BUT I WANT MY LIFE~~~~~~~ I want to LIVE my life, breath the air coz I really want to and not being forced to...

Arrrrgggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~~~~~OH God, please bless me with lots more of patience and tolerance...

I need space out, time out...Goshhh...how can a grown up 23 years old gal be so ignorant, so irresponsible??? Who to blame? my BP still running high... Do i still need to nurture and treat her like a 3 year old??? arrrrggghhhh... be nice no more... be patient no more... my horns are coming out, angel ring fading... ENOUGH IS ENOUGHHHHHHHH

On Top of the World

It's been awhile since i last post, it might be a bit late for 2009 wrap-up post BUT Today is one of the best day ever EVER EVERRRRRRRRRRRR...After such a long time of waiting and rejection, and waiting again and rejection again and again and again.... At LASTTTTT, DODOL's visa APPROVED....APPROVED....oh my god, i can't believe it...i was crying when reading out the email to him over the phone...

It happened about 30mins ago, 25th January 2010 at 7.30pm when dodol got a call from SD but it got cut off. So, he called to asked to check his email.......I think my heart pumping at least at 180 when i read the title of the email Re: Good News...even though I'd promised to let him open the mail himself, I just can't stop my finger moving the mouse and clicking on the email :

Dear M

Good Day!

Good news that your work permit has been approved. Now you can start work
anytime. Are you now back to Indonesia? Would like to check, when you will
be able to start work?

Hope to hear from you soon

If you have any inquiry or need further information, please contact me

Thank you

C. K.


I really really THANK GOD~~~I'm really really grateful...Thank you for YOUR blessing, THANK YOU for ansewring my prayers...I felt lighter now....for all the hard times and waiting and stress that we went through for the whole last year, we'd see the result...It's all WORTH IT!!!! So looking forward to 2010, I jz landed my dream job last Friday and dodol visa approved...What a great few days...OMG, I should stop here...I might get heart attack now if I continue typing...............ALL THE BEST TO ALL and WISH US LUCK~~~cheeeerrrrrrrrzzzzzzzz to a blessed 2010...................

2009 --- 惭愧的一年

正当我要动手的同时,慧慧既然已经完成了她 2009 年的回顾. 哈!!!我也想回顾一下自己过去一年来的点滴.但...一看回这一年来,我做了什么,就实在有点惭愧.为什么会有这样的结论呢...因为我发觉,这一年里我虽然日子过的很充实;但我却忽略了一样东西.那就是我和好朋友的距离越来越远了.其实在这之前我并不是没有发觉这一点的,只不过是心里总是在告诉自己这都是因为我很忙而已.但在休息的这一个月里,我终于认清楚问题所在了.忙只是我的借口.但最令我感动的是,当我有疑难时,她们还是义不容辞的站在我这一边,所以在 2010 年里,我答应自己,不可以再忽略我的好朋友们了,毕竟她们陪伴了我走过很多的回忆,那些回忆是我们回味无穷的;而接着下来的日子里,我们要一起留下更多的回忆.傻婆们...找个地方,我们傻婆好好的聚一聚吧!毕竟和你们一起的日子会是很美好的回忆.
2009 年还剩下几个小时,这一年除了忽略了好朋友外;其它的...都还蛮不错的...2010 年,对我来说是充满期待的一年. 盼望着它的到来...当然我希望傻婆家族在来着的一年可以有更好的前景,尤其是TWT, 希望她快点找到一份好的新工作哦... Cheer~~~

Last day of 2009

It is the day .... the last day of 2009 and tomorrow is yet another day to me, makes no difference though.  But, I keep on reminding myself not to be that lazy, CHEER UP and get some spirits out and let's recap the things in 2009 and what I've done right or wrong, what I've achieved, and so on...etc, etc.... 

Well, what's the difference between 2009 and the year before. Let's see.... well, I see no difference, I'm still the same, just older, maybe wiser (Hopefully), didn't have much things going on in my career, still traveling around. Jon and I still together, facing the unknown of our futures.  Oh ya, I know, I've moved from Virginia back to NY, sold my Camry, took a long leave and go home to accompany my family. Since I've been home, did a lot of things. I didn't think I've been so busy before, taking care of kids, going back from KL to KTN, KTN to KL, KL to Penang, Penang back to KL ...lalalalalalala. 

What else, ermm....having our first ever family meeting in the Leaf's family to make sure all my dad's asset being allocated to each of his offspring, and learning the history of my grandpapa when he first came to Malaysia.  Didn't have much memories of him since he was gone when I was just couple months old.  

2009 is full with weddings and also full of funerals of the people we care about . Tons of my friends were married this year and just left me and zCakes, two crazy girls that still remains single and loss in the middle of this wedding bliss ... because we gets the same question no matter where we go.. :" When is your turn to be the bride?"  @_@ 

Anyway, there's also the news of MJ, Farrah Fawcett , Adam Goldstein, Brittany Murphy, Travolta's son, and Natasha Richardson, etc... the list go on. So sad, like why people will face such tragedy and died so suddenly. Although I understand the facts that a lot of people passed away each day but knowing the name of the person is such a hard feeling and can totally understand the loss and pain of their loved one.  Just want to give many thanks to God who provided me such a wonderful family and friends, who are still with me each step of the way no matter where I am. 

 So, 2009 indeed is yet another uneventful year for me besides getting sick couple of times since I got back to M'sia but can't complaint too much. Just gotta suck it up and live on. Hoping things will be much better for 2010.... be positive and optimistic!!!! Things all happen for a reason and just have to deal with it. 

LOVE YOU ALL !!!!!!!  Have a wonderful celebrations in welcoming 2010 :) 

Rain Rain Rain .....

Well, November is the beginning of the Monsoon season, which means the raining season has finally creep into East and West Coast of Malaysia. It has been raining for weeks in the row no matter where I am, either at Penang or Kuantan. 

It's so much more cooler now at Kuantan, I guess it's only about 22 degree and I have to use a little blanket to keep me warm and at night the A/C doesn't even need to be switched on anymore. It's lovely temperature for people like me who hates the hot weather.   

Today has been a full day of MSN webcam conference all day since I woke up and was pouring cats and dogs outside. My cousin peter and nephews yong yong were chatting with me respectively in the afternoon and at nite. LOL. I didn't really expect my 2 weeks stay in Penang can really click with those youngster that were born in the mid to late 90's.  I was really astounded with their minds and how they carry themselves. Luckily was I have no generations gap with them like they have with their parents. 

Until now, I just thought of this blog which no one is ever contributing anymore except myself who is still insisting to keep this blog going. Wuahahhaa!!!