Why are people always contradicting themselves? I remember vividly when I'm in school that I swear I wanted to grow up so quickly to gain my own independence and be free out in the working society. But now, only after 4 years of working I'm begining to get sick of this working world. Although money is so luring that I get to have a lot of things that money can buy; deep down inside I really don't enjoy what I'm doing as far as work wise. I still like the lifestyle in the states but just not the work that I'm doing.
Living in irony is such a painful thing. It's the same everywhere when I talked to my friends. All of them don't like what they are doing. They keep on working just because it's a job that pays and cover the expenses. That is sad. That's probably why there's so many shooting rampage going on in this world.
Looking back at my life, I really miss my school days at SMAA. Fun, energetic, fearless and just carefree! I wouldn't change a thing if I get to turn back time to highschool. Even though that I still complain while I was young but it was so much better than work. Work is boring when it's so repetitive and no challenge. I'm looking into Master degree where I can challenge myself to more higher standards in things. Hopeful or cynical this time?
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